Friday, September 4, 2009

Tapped in

I'm really just kind of waiting for the universe to tell me what to do. I know this sounds cheesy, but I really believe this. I think that we are all kind of working together in this game, but we are not always aware that we are not competing, we're all trying move forward on the game board - cliche analogy, but oh well, it makes so much sense. I have not been able to find a job in the field that I have an education in - nutrition. Why should I not have this job right now, I don't know, but I am getting really excited and passionate about teaching yoga. I have not known that all of the jobs I have applied for and all of the interviews that I've had were not going to result in a job, but maybe there is something much greater informing us on our decisions. I doubt that the people that have interviewed me have known my highest possible path, but something made them not hire me. I am saying that everything is exactly the way it should be, and everything is not at all that way. I'm thinking of a scenario like the Enron mishap or something like that. Someone who ignores that gut feeling over and over again, it's like they've forced so much energy to go against their current, a short develops in their universal cord, and then they're off, off in dangerous territory. But, the time will come when the short causes a huge fire. I think this fire can burn for lifetimes or for an instant. So, something always pulls us back to the collective view. I feel good about my direction, for the first time ever. I am not fighting as much anymore; I am being carried. I will continue to give my trust to you - here I go. . .

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